Life Post Break-Up: 6 Months Update

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This time 6 months ago I was about to experience my first break-up and I had no idea. When it finally happened I was so grieved because of the failure of our relationship. I was literally so SAD! I couldn't wait until months down the road when the pain would finally fade away. It was hard to imagine in that moment because happiness seemed so distant.

I could almost relate to those teen girls you sometimes see on TV who think that a break-up is the end of the world. It almost felt that way but I knew it wasn't. I  just felt a deep sadness that was hard to explain. I was praying for the day when I would genuinely be happy again and I wasn't putting on a front trying to act like I was OK.

It honestly took about two months for me to really be myself again. I refuse to let someone else's actions or words have that much power over my emotions and spirit.I woke up one day with a  renewed hope in my heart. I could feel the the Lord accelerating my restoration and healing!I was expectant about what God was going to do in my life.

So much has happened since my break-up in May and I'd like to share some of those things with you:

1. I co-presented at the state conference for my job! I felt like I was living out one of my passions. I felt very blessed that the Lord opened that door for me on that level to use my gift to speak with individuals from across the state. I really felt God's favor over my life during that conference.

2. I started Colorfully Broken! If it wasn't for my heart break this blog wouldn't have came into fruition. I created this because I literally had no clue what to do when my break up happened. Google, YouTube and the Lord were my best friends lol! Yea I was praying for the Lord to take away my pain and to bring me joy but I also wanted to learn some practical tips and advice to get through a break up.

 It's interesting  how when I was in high school I would be jealous of girls who always seem to have a boyfriend.What I didn't realize was a lot of boyfriends also meant a lot of heart break! How do people do this all the time?! This isn't the most fun subject to talk about but it's needed. There are so many resources about relationships and being single but not so  much about this transitional phase. Writing this blog has helped me to heal as much as those of you who read it.Thank you!

3. I took a couple mini road trips to spend time away from home. It's always so refreshing to step away from your daily routine to get some relaxation and refilling even if it's several hours away.  Thank God for amazing friends! I can truly say mine are the best for expressing their love to me and listening when I needed it the most.

4. I went to two concerts! This may not sound like a big deal to you, but it was for me. On our absolute last date (and the last time I saw my Ex) we went to see John Legend in concert which was always on  my bucket list! I was so excited and I was counting down the days till it finally happened. Less than two weeks later, our relationship went down the drain. This may sound silly but I felt that it spoiled my experience and in a way tainted John Legend for me.

Several months later I was gifted tickets to the Faith Hill & Time McGraw concert which was amazing! It was special that I got to share that experience with my mother and grandmother. That same weekend, I got to see one of my favorite worship artists Pastor William McDowell in concert. I was also able to speak with him and take a photo! That event was truly a worship experience. My heart was so full that weekend. I felt like God redeemed my time and showed me nuff love!

These are just a few of the many things that took place within the last 6 months. It's so easy to want to stay in bed under the covers and hide but there are so many things to experience and God wants to pour His love out on you!

Be intentional in getting your life back because it is possible. I'd be lying if I said that I don't ever think about what was; I do sometimes but I know I'm not going back. Been there, done that and took the selfie(a lot actually lol)! God has so much in store for me. I'm looking forward to sharing some resources with you in the upcoming weeks that I used to help me and is continuing to help me get through this season!